
Sam walked next to me after I had turned the infirmary over to my 2IC.
She ran a hand through her hair and sighed.
"I can't think of a more stressful job," I said.
"No argument there. I can't imagine what Vala must be feeling. I mean
she has to deal with the fact that Adria seems intent on converting
her. Not to mention that she is in control of a very powerful,
dangerous army. And can kill any one of us at a glance," Sam said after
a moment.
"There has been a lot going on today."
"Ya, there has." Sam turned to me and stopped. "How is it that people
can just go through life thinking everything is all so good? Granted
they don't know about children who grow up over night and command power
hungry servants of equal power hungry gods. No one knows that the
Jaffa's sacrificed their weapon – their home world – because they
thought they had the answers. What makes us think we can stop them?"
I smiled sadly at Sam as she leaned against the wall. "Everyday is a
fight, and we just have to keep going. I know Vala is torn about
everything that has happened with Adria. Part of her would like to kill
her herself, another part is still tied to her daughter. Teal'c, a man
of very few words, is just crushed. He worked so long, so hard, to find
and secure Dakara, just to have it all wiped away. I don't know if the
Jaffa would have realized that Adria was really controlling the ship
and not you all, that we really never betrayed them like they thought,
it would have made a difference."
"It was not us who destroyed the remainder of the Jaffa," Teal'c said,
coming up behind me. "It was the act of a coward who did not want to
face her enemies face to face."
Sam nodded and looked grateful at Teal'c. "I suppose we know the enemy
as well as we ever did."
I placed a hand on Sam's shoulder. "When this adventure all started,
the SGC never thought the Gou'ald would be beaten. We have to believe
that Adria and the Ori will be beaten too. We have a strength they
can't imagine."
Teal'c bowed his head in agreement and I left them to talk, as I
continued to my quarters.