You know how when you are nervous you hold your breath? You know – it is the kind where if you let one single breath out you are going to faint? I know it’s totally unreasonable to be holding my breath – I am the Chief Medical Officer of the Odyssey, a highly trained doctor in areo-medcine, Major in the Air Force and a member of Stargate Command. I am more then capable to know in my head that I should let the breath out, and I will be fine. But deep in my heart, I want to hold that breath in forever.

Around me is a loosely held together ship, commanded by Colonel Emerson, who is standing beside me, also, holding his breath.

“Colonel Carter could still be out there, sir,” I say quietly, rushing my words together. “She will need medical assistance.”

He nodded. “Prepare your team. I’ll get an assessment of what damage we have on board and start looking how we can rescue her.” He looked at me and gave a sad smile. “Mitchell is out there too, don’t forget about him. We’ll find all of them, then we will figure some way to kick the Ori asses.”

He patted my shoulder and turned toward a small group already looking at the damaged areas of the ship. I felt the adrenaline surge through me, overriding the sudden desire to find the nearest empty space vent and hop out. I would do no good dead and I had a crew to take care of.

- - -

I found my nurses and doctors already packing small med kits. They looked tired and somber, but each had a determined edge.

“Ma’am,” nurse Kille said, coming toward me. “We are all ready, just tell us where we are going.”

“We have heavy damage on the lower decks; Emerson said that they were the first to be evacuated. Next is here, and here,” I pointed to the map of the Odyssey I kept on the wall. “I want everyone to break up into teams of three. Doctor and two nurses, Drs. Lucas and McDee, you are teamed together. The infirmary can hold 40; the OR will be over flow, unless needed. Use the two storage rooms down the hall as triage as needed.”

I heard my radio crackle to life and dismissed my crew. I went into my office, which looked like a small war zone. Books and folders were scattered across the desk and floor.
“Major DeBarr, come in!” Emerson said.

“Yes sir?”

“We my have a rough landing coming into the hanger. I need you down there.”

“I’m on my way.”

- - -

It came from the darkness… sounds like a bad horror flick, I know, but that’s the only way to describe how I felt watching the figure emerge from the damaged F-302.

“Twinkle toes!”

“Shaft!”

I led a slightly bruised, all smiles and hugs Cam to the side of the hanger, sitting him on a box and giving him a quick once over. He chatted about “the big ship in the sky” and how Sam was still alive. He winced when I probed an open gash on his leg but followed it by cracking a joke.

“Well nice to see you are doing so well, coming from a ship that just blew up,” I said, hugging him.

“There is nothing like getting close to death to make you feel alive, Bay,” Cam grinned. “Besides, I could not let you have all the fun.”

“Thanks, Cam, you’re so considerate,” I smirked.

“Just think of it as part of my Southern charm,” he said, deepening his accent. I rolled my eyes and shook my head. “Ok spare me the lecture. We have another Colonel to rescue”.

“And how, may I ask, will you do that?”

- - -

“You’re going to do what?”

I was not sure who was more surprised, Colonel Carter, Emerson or the two crewmembers that were staring at Cam.

“Are you sure he is ok?” Emerson asked as he leaned over toward me.

“Medically yes. I should qualify that - physically he is fine. Mentally, well, he has always had problems.”

“I’m glad it does not run in the family,” he said dryly. I just nodded.

Cam was already barking orders and maneuvering the Odyssey like it was his own craft. Emerson was standing back, even Major Marks was standing in the wings, chewing on his fingers, but quietly watching, both with pursed lips and knotted foreheads wondering how my brother was steering the ship.

“Oh boy,” I heard Sam breath. I raced back to the hanger, hoping everything would be fine and that Cam knew what he was doing. This was much bigger then a F-302 and much less adgel than anything he had flown before. But as I watched Sam float into the hanger, I quickly closed and re-pressurized the hanger and raced out with a small team of medics to tend to her.

“Ok let the crew know we got her and we are on our way to the infirmary,” I said sliding the helmet off Sam. “What hurts?”

“Nothing. Just a bit stiff. Need to get used to gravity. Good flying,” Sam said with a weak smile.

“Don’t worry, Cam will be coming by to boast in no time,” I said, arranging the gurney to transport her to infirmary.

- - -

“Daniel may have gotten off the ship,” Cam said as he sat beside Sam in the infirmary bed. “You know how he is.”

Sam merely nodded and looked away. I was hopping Cam was right too, but it seemed more important to Sam to have an answer. Did he get off? If so where was he? Was he hurt? And if he did not get off… I let the thought die. Daniel would have found 50 different ways to save himself and the crew before it blew up.

“And Emerson said Teal’c may be in danger also?” Sam asked, turning back to us.

“Ya, the big guy may have found the Alliance was not all that sure about their position with us.”

“So we have two rescues?”

Cam nodded slowly. “It looks that way.”

“Fine, let’s get started,” Sam said, brushing the blankets aside.

“Hold up,” I said, stepping toward Sam. “We may not be on Earth, but I am your primary doctor – and if nothing else, I am Odyssey’s CMO - and I said rest. Teal’c and Daniel will still need your help in a few hours. After all,” I said, bringing the blanket back over her legs, “it would do none of you any good if you went after them in your weak state.”

“I guess you’re right,” Sam conceded.

“I’ll get as much data as I can,” Cam said, following me out. Turning to me he asked, “So what are you thinking?”

“That I could use a tub of triple chocolate mocha Java ice cream right about now,” I sighed. “Professionally, I think we have another long night ahead of us. Get some sleep; you are going to give mom a heart attack if she knew you were trying to pull the hero again.”

“You would revive her, so I have not worries.”

I shook my head and watched as he made his way to the quarters. I sighed as I felt my own eyes grow heavy. I called my 2IC and told her to take over. I needed to take my own advice.

- - -

Sam was up and in the axillaries command center, working tirelessly to get the beaming technology back up. With the help of our resident Asgard, Kvasir, they worked to get the drives and other essential systems back online. If nothing else we needed the speed so we could get back to Earth.

“Hey Doc,” Cam’s voice came over the radio.

“Hey Flyboy.”

“I was wondering how many are on your staff.”

“I have 12 nurses, 7 doctors, why?”

“Well the Lucian Alliance is threatening to blow us up, and I was wondering how strong our medic team was.”

“I hate to disappoint you, Cam, but if they blow us up, no medics would be available,” I said. I let Cam think about that for a moment. “Because we would be dead too.”

“Ya well. Think positively. We just had two mother ships drop out of hyperspace; one is lead by Bray’tac.”

“I love seeing friendly faces. How is everything going up there?”

“Umm not good. The Lucian ship is powering up. Ho!” I heard Cam say. The radio was still on, he must’ve forgotten to take his hand off the transmit button because I heard Emerson and Marks exclaim that the ships were firing. I braced myself and wondered why no all-ship message was being transmitted. If we were going to be fired upon, the crew needed to know.  “Wow,” I heard Cam breath.

“Medic to the axillaries control room,” I heard Sam’s voice cut in.

“On my way, Colonel,” I said, grabbing my bag and a nearby nurse. Weaving by some wondering Jaffa and personnel, we made it to the control room to see Teal’c standing beside Sam.

“As glad as I am to see you well enough to stand, I do require you to come back to the infirmary and let me give you the ok,” I said, coming up to the big guy.

He nodded, and went back to the infirmary with the nurse. I turned to Sam who was still looking solemn.

“I was looking at the data Cam brought by. There were ring transports aboard the ship, maybe the Ori were bright enough to use that technology in their ships.”

She nodded. “He’s the only one still to find. I know we will find him ok. It’s just hard not knowing.”

I laid a hand on her shoulder and smiled. I turned back to the infirmary as she continued repairing the damaged systems.

- - -

I was up, walking around at 3a.m., coffee in hand and in the commissary. A few others were also  up, most not having the time to settle down and talk at any other time.

“I heard that you know where the pie is hidden,” Cam said, sitting down opposite me.

“Don’t listen to all the rumors, little brother. This one, however, you can trust,” I smiled and got up. Walking back to the kitchen area, I opened the cabinet and took out two plates and forks. “Key Lime fine?”

“It meets the ‘pie’ aspect of my wanting pie, so yes,” Cam said, leaning against the counter with his empty plate and fork. “So how was the battle from this end?”

“Think Forth of July with the anticipation of Christmas. It was … amazingly horrible. We are trying to locate the ancient weapon to destroy the very beings that want to suck us dry just to become powerful. I guess it was some wonder and the knowledge that we had let the enemy into our house, which has made a lot of this seem so …” I cut the pie and gestured Cam over to give him the piece. “It seemed like we were watching our own futures coming.”

“Hey we are still here, and we ain’t dead yet,” Cam said. “We have a lot to regroup from, granted, but I think we have a great chance to hit them where it hurts.”

“And where is that?”

“We know our territory much better then they do.”

I shook my head. “I don’t think that will work this time. Before it was just a Prior, now it’s an army. The enemy had come before, but now there are also backup troops within reach.”

“Where is my everything is sunny sister?”

“She is here, just not as sunny. Cam we have always been at war with the Ori for the past year, but now, now we have to look at the whole army in the eyes and tell them we don’t back down.”

“We will be fine, Bailey. We have been doing this for a long time. Maybe not with the Ori, but we have had our history of battles, and we prevailed.” He hugged me and looked me in the eyes. “We don’t go down easily.”

“We better get back to work, we have the front lines to defend.”

“Exactly,” Cam said putting the plates back into the cabinet. I saw him still eying the pie. “Hey Bay, you think they would miss the pie?”

I rolled my eye and handed the pie tray to him as I passed. “You get caught, I am not patching you up.”

- - -

Bray’tac came into the infirmary in the morning, to check up on Teal’c. I had kept him over night to treat his many burn wounds.

“It is good to see you alive my old friend,” Bray’tac greeted Teal’c.

“It is good to be alive,” Teal’c said, with a hint of a smile.

“I am afraid I come with news. The Ori have been located, however, they are over Chulak.”

A pained look crossed over Teal’c’s features. I did not retrain him when he got up from the bed and followed Bray’tac, Sam and Cam out of the infirmary.

- - -

Cam did not have time to tell me that he was going with Bray’tac to help defend Chulak. Actually I am glad I found out as soon as the Odyssey was repaired and able to join the fight. I had still two patients who were not quite cleared to be out of the infirmary yet. I am not a hard assed doctor like some; I understand all to well the depth of what’s at stake. But I still wanted to keep an eye on them.

“You both are in big trouble,” I said as I came back into the infirmary. “Your only saving grace is those two,” I said pointing my pen at the newly rescued Vala and Daniel. “You all are going to give me a heart attack before long.”

“Man that means they would beat me to it,” Cam said, stifling a smile.

I shook my head. “You are lumped in there, don’t worry. Now,” I turned to Vala, “I believe you just had a baby.”

“I suppose I did. I barely remember it.”

“Well we need to check you out anyway.”

“You should have taken her when you had the chance,” Vala said to Daniel.

“I should have shot her when I had the chance,” Daniel said.

“You couldn’t kill a child, Daniel,” Cam said.

“She’s not normal.”

“You can say that again,” Vala said, standing up and walking toward the door with my help.

“Isn’t that cheating?” Cam asked, confused.

“I don’t know, all I do know is that we have big problem with a new leader of the Ori,” Daniel said, shaking his head.

“And the fact that I am her mother means nothing!” Vela said with regret. “And the fact that Origin just got more appealing to the male-species. It’s a small problem too.”

“I know one thing: She is dangerous, and will not make life easy for us,” Daniel said, sitting up.

“Well, I don’t mean to break the spell, but I will make all your lives very uneasy in about two minutes if you all don’t stop and let me do your post mission evals,” I said.

“We are fighting the Ori, and have seen the enemy,” Cam said, brow knitted together. “The least you can do is let us slide with the formality.”

“Life is already not formal, Cam. Let’s not make things even more abnormal, shall we?” I asked, gesturing toward the curtained examination room.

“We have met the enemy and she is a doctor,” Cam muttered as he passed me.

“I have met the enemy and it is mom, actually.”

“In one day you go from concerned sister to threatening to tell mom about me being a hero. When did I miss that class?”

“While you were playing hero,” I said smugly. “Common, let’s get this over with. I need some pie,” I said rolling my eyes.

I let out the breath I had been holding when I heard Sam, Daniel, Vala and Cam sitting in the corner of the commissary talking. Teal’c came in and I knew SG-1 was back and safe. For now.